As life been
busy ... yawn away
which i still think are the effects from the vibes of online subscription
site that i paid one off payment for the year
call it transpersonal
psychology :P
in short i
have done such good job on my emotional
and intellectual Being.
That i have
done such an excellent job of being disqualified
From Employment
Support Allowance [ESA]
And Disability
Allowance –
Which is now
called Personal Independent Allowance
Not sure if
i should pat myself on the back
on that...
or think shit what am gona do
side note
before i continue
i did i an
extended essay at university level
“On Mental
Health And Employment”
Although i
did exceptionally well on it
It also had
a negative effect.
At the time
short version summary 2007 ESA was a Parliamentary
Bill
The negative
were:
stronger realisation than before
of what discrimination I would have to face from potential employers from direct experience from previous employees
that may have had
And there capacity to work or
simply not being well informed in
all round sense of the word what we newbies actually are and have to offer to the world community at large.
I was a timid
teenager when i was diagnosd mid 90’s
And it has been 18+ years since.
On my own initiative
did do two work related courses one which I am referring to and other of course
computing.
However I
learnt it was of no advantage to be ‘over qualified’
Or obtain a degree
as jobs requiring less, employers could simply say ‘you are over qualified’ for
the job.
As the
burden of proof was entirely upon the
newbie to prove discrimination took place
Never did any
course again after that. At the time going round in circles without work experience
to back you up.
Other than
brush up on computer skills they were however done through social worker type
people –
to keep one
busy and active.
My only
regret while on ESA and DLA was not being
Asked/sent
or taken my own initiative
to see a career
advisor
by far so
much better than from what i remember from my teenage years.
I have also
unwittingly[did i?] barred myself from
any advantage on how welfare system
works since the new benefit that i am on,
only came in my local zone this Easter
Can you
imagine my surprise doing the form for job seeker and send you universal credit.. i sat there thinking
“ I say what
in God name is this” in American southern slang
Regardless never
took any advantage of this knowledge
myself
Example some
time early 2000 stop filling in DLA form
Well embarrassing
questions
Example 2 2003:
While hospitalised
according to hospital shrink should appeal DLA since i do qualify I also
realised one of nurses decided upon herself to help me fill the form wasn’t fit to do so. Realistion even
more, after doing that course.
How ever
refused , saw no reason to have more income than British pensioners some of who
were struggling on it.
However in “
‘Rocky’ round 3” at the wards was allocated very good social
worker; yea got DLA
Neway
that was the
summary version of that.
As for this
year gone had taken up responsibility of looking after my niece
between 12pm -2pm while my sister was at work
And some
very difficult circumstances at home nought to do with aging parents but a difficult sibling [voldermot]
Creating an
online course as in course criteria ,
doing audio and pdf from scratch had to much of and over active mind effect as
well [ harder to fall asleep for which to counterbalance added zinc oxide powder
to candle burner method... not good long term
consider why ? big hint its
Addressed.
Neway Although i live in family home , its not
much different to living in bedroom
bedsit[becuz of voldermot sibling.]
Until, how should i put it? ‘get my act together’
Some positive
news apprenticeship are now open to all
ages instead of 25 and under and i have
applied for some.
For moment
reserving opinion on Universal Credit
and job work coaches since i have never been to them before.
All very new
to me
How ever i
am finding i have an ‘over active mind’ hence harder to switch off and go to
sleep at night.
And have had
to double my efforts on how i apply holistic therapies. So much for patting
myself on the back .
Since these
are my new daily current circumstances.
I naturally
expect to adjust in month or 35 days
As this is about the same time it takes to mentally break
bad habits or create good habits
To be on the
safe side did book in with local GP doctor just to keep an eye on things
Other than
that been pretty up beat and positive
Neway meant
to leave a task list/ blog posts to do when am set and settled in routine etc.
Here:
1)Hormone Address
two- there are many types of hormones
all with different function in
the human body how many as lay people , Level 3 qualications as Newbies
can you name ?
Should i
leave a bleep at the end this time at the end this time :p
2) continue
with incomplete post namely application
Of crystal therapy and dreamtime ... might be best
address my own sleeping issues first or naturally falling asleep first again [under
new circumstance ]before some insight into dream analysis.
3] minor
updates
a)Like looking
into orgone energy/organite devices this
really is just crystal energy which
serves as input output
which is
defo To be added blog post’ ‘pitfall of the occult’
and yet to
create blog post Detox for Newbies
b)sound
therapy and crystal therapy combined this
really is key right in resolving my sleep issues
method old
style headphones easily
{available in
Pound shops [ by more than one for back up]}
gemstone
mini bag {go to your local museum for that}
and glue
tack [don’t matter between blue/ white]
and and water proof plaster[ yep first aid kit ]
mmm ... lets
see how well you guys do.
4) how Detox
for Newbies [yes organite ]
5) Only
after looking at academic Psychology books
that are
edition 2015 + more Psychology side of things .
6/7:) will
go in both my two blogs
And idea/teaser
of what this will be :
If I was
education minister {with an iron grip [:p]}
The new
model of work force will be learning or updating skills to keep up
with a competitive market
16 -21 year
never take on full time employment that
does not provide academic qualification
as well.
How to
approach education online [formal and informal ]and online safety
bit late for career ladder but this is the digital world
within good[?] writing I do as I please.
Laters Fazila
