I guess I've procrastinated long enough here,
and contemplated how to proceed with future blog notes,
The initial intention was to swat up on psychology
easily available on apple “U” app
Where are endured dubiously two session of psychology,
for starters it was really slow going…
never went back …to it
still on IPad gathering nano dust :P
Than I thought how applicable or indeed practical
is it in everyday existence ?
I also realised I should have taken a better observation of my fellow newbies
while inward than I thought ‘self observation’
and keeping it ever so badly together; was more than enough to deal with…
even with loads free time.
I have no idea what kind of person you were before , during , or after…
The crust of matter comes down ’to reaction’
and those of you who have more ‘will power’ than they care to employ…
breaking away from habitual / instinctual reaction
and the evolvement ‘to responding’
I can only classify us newbies into; two variants, at each end of the scales
Group 1. Easily overruled [introvert?] in hindsight can save one a lot of grief
Group 2. God save the person who wrongs you, [extrovert?]
really useful snapping, back in place s/he in your face types
Group 1 needs to rebuild self esteem, assertiveness etc
Group 2 controlled discipline , focus etc.
I really hate the cliche ‘mind over matter’ lets rephrase this
Mind over one’s Energy Centred
Either way ‘end result’:
you neither berate yourself for standing down
nor do you question yourself for standing up , and standing your ground
And to never undermine your own decisions
that’s enough blah blah blah from me
Question am I undermining self here?
or creating space for thought ?